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Wah ramai sudah ucap congrats pada saya. Padehal I haven't said anything hoi. You don't play play hehh, words spread very quick like kilat nowadays with intenet. Better I tell the whole story, if it's true then aku balas la sms congrats tu segala. Hiieehu.

 Stop cerita kat yang aku tak check lagi pregnancy kan, tapi dah amik jab.

So i was miserable for 3 days. Then my long holidays ended and naik kerja macam biasa. Super drag malas gila nak masuk opis on Monday. Tapi tabah dan gigih jua. Eh kau tau, hari Khamis baru aku sedar rupa-rupanya hari Isnin tu aku dah apply cuti. Choyy ! Rugi cuti gua 1 hari. Tapi kau hengat aku nak berdiam diri, nan ado ! Trus aku jumpa boss kata aku terlupa cuti hari Isnin and aku telah bekerja 8 jam 40 minit pada hari tersebut. (Padehal makan gaju buta, what do you expect after 10 days away from the office aite). And dengan baik hati boss bagi replace cuti itu. Oh tengkiu !

Ok lari topik.

Well, kepala pening fikir kan. So I thought why not pegi clinic check la. At least can clear my mind whether it's positive or not. So went to TTMC. Doctor tanya dah buat test kat umah ke, aku pun kata dah. Padehal tak buat lagik. Aku pun tak paham kenapa harus aku temberang doctor itu. Her answer was as expected lah. Tak bleh detect kalau belum missed period or baru sgt missed. But dia kata takpelah, kita try je buat pregnancy test pakai kit tu. (Well I know whats the outcome already, sebab aku kan tak missed period lagi. Tapi takpelah, jom habeskan claim ING tu di samping beramah mesra bersama doctor).

Kan dah kata, mesti negative punya. Dan yang aku tak paham, apehal gender aku jadik male. Ke sebab dia tulis male, result aku jadik negative ?

After that sambung discussion dengan doctor. Sebab aku tak puas hati lagi ni. Aku kata nak buat blood test pulak. Doctor kata , blood test boleh detect pregnancy as early as 0.2 week in pregnancy. That translates to 1.4 days. Gila cepat hoi. Because once you get pregnant, hormon HcG tu akan terus ada dalam darah. Selalunya dia akan lambat utk sampai ke urine. Thats why if you do pregnancy test kit tu, you will need to wait until your period is missed.

Hai tapinya blood test tu tak cover oleh ING. But wa tak kesah lah. Cost RM 40 sahaja. Gi la gigih amik darah. Oh sakit.

Result dia kena tunggu 24 hours baru siap.Maka I went back to the office after amik darah tu. Keesokan harinya aku kembali ke klinik denganr asa berdebar.

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NOT PREGNANT.

Kalau pregnant kena ada at least 5 of the HcG concentration. But mine was less than 2. So it's NEGATIVE.
I had a mixed feelings when I got the result. Part of my hati rasa lega because I think it's not the time yet to get our 2nd baby. But whole lot of my emotions & feelings rasa sedih tiba-tiba, because surprisingly I was quite excited and mengharap for a positive result. Acanne?

Memang brtul kata orang, macam mana kita merancang pun, naluri keibuan itu akan tetap prone utk dapat/tambah baby. I experienced it masa 1st pregancy (miscarried) which was unplanned (kekunun nak peknen after 1 year kawen), then 2nd pregnancy dapatlah Aryan cikebam-bam, then check yang latest ni pun, I felt the same thing. Maybe after this akan tukar plan to get the 2nd baby earlier than we agreed ?  Kalau ada rezki, kami terima dengan hati terbuka. Tapi tu lah, the plan is we want at least Aryan is 2 years old baru dia dapat adik(eh.kalau ikut aku, Aryan 3 tahun baru dapat adik, ada disagreement di situ).