Thursday, March 26, 2015

5 days to the end of Q1..

.. and Hello GST ! Hemph!

2015 has not been quite nice to me so far. Sobs. But I take it as a lot to learn, muhasabah diri, apa yang berlaku pasti ada hikmah di sebaliknya. Because He is the best planner.

Banyak dugaan kesihatan dalam keluarga kami. Started since end of January until now. In fact I am in the hospital taking care of my little hero.

End of January
I had prolong flu and sakit tekak + batuk. Demam was on-off at that time. But being me who is so malas to go to the clinic, I just consumed panadol and ubat selsema MNI yg mmg ready stock kat rumah. The thought of ala-sakit-biasa-biasa-aje rupa rupanya adalah tidak biasa because pada satu pagi tu,while besiap-siap nak pergi kerja I felt macam ada blockage in my right ear. After that tup tup tak dengar dah seblah telinga. But masih positive sebab rasa diri begitu gagah so I decided to still go to work.

At the office, after lunch muntah dengan teruk, feeling vertigo I could not walk. Pening dan jatuh, Lepas lega-lega pergi surau dan tido. Tak balik rumah sebab malas nak susahkan MNI. (We already moved permanently to Nilai Impian. So kalau MNI nak hantar aku balik, means dia pun kena balik terus jugak). Set appointment with ENT specialist at Nilai Medical Centre (NMC), jumpa Doc Raymond on Monday and wallaaah kena warded iya. Sebab infection telinga sudah masuk ke telinga bahagian dalam. I was on antibitic through the IV for 4 days tapi tak jalan ya. Body gave no response, so ended up with surgery menebuk gegendang telinga supaya infection itu dapat keluar. Gone 2 weeks di situ - hospitalisation + MC. Now after 3 follow up Alhamdulillah gegendang telinga telah tumbuh kembali. Lesson learnt- kalau selsema dah sampai 2 weeks please go and check. Possibility to have infection telinga, hidung mahupun tekak.

CNY Holiday - End of Feb
We went to Bayou Lagoon Melaka. The weather was extremely hot, tapi the kids mandi dari pukul 9 pagi until 2 ptg. So just imagine berjemur mandi manda di tengah panas. Balik dari Bayou Lagoon the kids were ok. Makan, keletihan and terus tidur, The next day tu Aryan kelihatan sangat penat and bila suruh dia mandi, dengan tiba-tiba he got seizures in the toilet - which aku ingatkan dia main-main. After few minutes he was ok. Selang beberapa jam selepas tu, dia kena lagi seizures.

So we brought him to Pantai Hospital Melaka which they referred us to Hospital Besar Melaka. It was a long story but later boleh share secara details.They performed CT Scan -after 2 nights Aryan was discharged but kena follow up to do MRI because CT Scan was not conclusive.

So we made an appointment with Doc Adrian at Gleneagles Hospital KL.

Tak sempat sampai hari appoitment, Aryan kena seizures again. So we brought him to Gleneagles E&A, Doc Adrian checked and kena warded lagi sekali. They performed MRI and EEG on Aryan, But results also inconclusive and the stories between semua test-test yg telah dilakukan adalah tidak connected. Doc Adrian advised to refer Aryan's case to Doc Faizel at Prince Court Medical Centre. Maka berpindahlah kami ke PCMC and sambung duduk wad di sana.

Stayed there for a week and discharged with some medication.

Kehidupan seperti biasa.... untuk 2 weeks,

Aryan started complaining sakit perut, muntah-muntah dengan teruk dan cirit-birit. Of cos with all the symptoms ingatkan dia food poisoning. Sampai one night dia dah lembik, we brought him to PCMC again but unfortunately full bed. So we headed to Hospital Pusrawi because Aryan memang kena drip jugak malam tu.

We had bad experience at Pusrawi -stayed there for 2 nights with no clear diagnosis, medication plan and bnyk benda yang kami tidak berpuas hati. We insisted to be transferred to PCMC to see Doc Faizel again.

So here we are, at PCMC for the 9th day; counting days to be discharged. Aryan baru undergone surgery on his abdomen. Still in recovery process.

Because of I cannot handle hal berkenaan kesihatan anak-anak together with work, I decided to take unpaid leave. That answers this post-- macam sempat plak kau tulis blog ni khenn. Ahha.
Aku dah tak boleh fikir hal opis. So I just let go and focus on the kids and family.

Phew I am so drained. Gila kau bape bnyk hospital keluar masuk macam check in hotel pulak. I really want to post reviews on each hospital especially bnyk perkara yg aku complain, yang aku puas hari sgt pun ada etc. Nilai Medical Centre-Pantai Melaka-Hospital Besar Melaka- Gleneagles KL- Pusrawi KL - PCMC KL : all in ~6 weeks.

Later lah. Mak tak janji sempat ke idok nak review bagai. Post jalan-jalan vacation before ni pun tak tertulis-tulis. Hoih must be the aging factor. Btw this year vacation kena freeze u ols. MNI kata cuti-cuti dalam Malaysia sahaja. Sebab harga minyak jatuh, ringgit tengah lemah dan ditambah pula now bini dia is a suri rumah. Ehhe.

Toodles korangs, Please pray for a good health of our family. Amin,





Monday, March 23, 2015

Mati segan hidup tak mahu

Kasihan blog saya ini.. Dipinggir kemain lama lagi.
Very challenging year tahun ni. Bagi aku tarik napas hembus napas dulu, then kita hapdet slowly oke?


Wednesday, October 22, 2014

After 8 years ..

I went to the place which menjadikan aku yang sekarang. Tak payah poyo sgt boleh? Wakakaka.

Dejavu sgt aku rasa bila pergi balik tempat blaja dulu. Excited ko kemain tunjuk to MNI 'ni lah dulu syg kelas kat sini, ni library ada tpt Harry Porter dalam ni, ni la free bus syg naik hari-hari'...and yada yada yada..

Serious best. Tak caya cuba korang bawak anak-anak and laki pegi balik unibersity tempat korang study dulu. Lain macam excited dia okeh.





Nak tulis lagi detail on our trip to Adelaide last week. Hutang dulu okeh. And jugak entry Europe. Huitang jugak. Hopefully tak ilang ingatan to write a travelogue konon.

Now tgh Swot vac. Sangatt lah konon. Ala our annual technical assessment is currently ongoing. Mine would be next week. Gelabah itik lah aku skrang bukak buku notes apa bagai study. Duuh.

Laters.

Monday, September 29, 2014

4500++

Just got back from our 5th honeymoon. 2 weeks well spent with MNI :)

Rome
Pisa
Florence
Milan
Venice
Verona
Switzerland
Paris
London

and more than 4500 pictures to be sorted out. Kekonon nak tulis travelog; kalau aku mampu dan gigih. Phew.




Saturday, August 2, 2014

Salam perantau katanya

Oh my God oo my God ! Disebakan aku masuk opis makan gaji buta, keja melambak tapi malas so pura-pura takde keja pegi google nama sendiri. Sekali hamik kau keluar menatang ni. Hoih.

It was back in 2003. Masa anak dara muda remaja gittew. Tahun pertama di perantauan konon, tu macam nak gila hantar gambar masuk dalam salam perantau. Tak terpilih utk masuk sotkhabar hardcopy, dapat masuk utusan online pun jadi lah. Kahkahkha. Muka innocent pakau tudung bawal camtu tak boleh blah.

Pastu gila tamak taknak gambar ramai-ramai. Nanti muka jadi kecik tak nampak katanya. So amik gamba sorang-sorang depan bangunan university. Syahdu mmg lah tak terkata oi, gile kau beraya tanpa mak bapak. Itu untung jugak kawan-kawan pandai masak, merasalah jugak makan rendang pagi raya. Kalau tak, kau hadap lah coklat Tim Tam pagi pagi raya.

Kata org tua pengalaman tu mendewasakan kita ye dok. 4 tahun jugaklah tak balik raya ngan family. Masa final year kalau tak silap aku beraya dalam exam hall. Pakai baju ngerlip ngerlip sambil tunggu bas dan pegang nota nak amik final exam.Tiap tiap tahun mama akan pos kuih raya. Tapi bila aku bukak kotak, dia jadi serbuk kuih raya sebab mostly akan hancur. Yg ada rupa hanyalah kerepek kerepek made in Air Hitam Johor.

Aku tak boleh imagine nanti kalau anak-anak bujang aku dah tua bangka, dan tak beraya dgn aku. Especially kalao dah kawen and beraya rumah mertua. Ala la la acanne ni. Aku suh Aryan(s) kawen dgn anak jiran satu taman je lah, so boleh beraya dgn aku tiap-tiap tahun.


Nama dalam gamba kena hitamkan sebab tu ucapan special dedicated to ex-boifren ai. Kehkehke. Cinta jarak jauh la konon, rindu-rinduan ko tak dapat jumpa time raya. Layankan aje ok ;p



Friday, August 1, 2014

Raya 2014

Selamat Hari Raya all ! Aku dah start kerja dah semalam (Raya ke 4). Malas lah nak cuti lama-lama. Tekak dah tak boleh masuk lauk pauk raya. Rasa nak makan maggie pecah telur je skrang.

This year Raya celebration sangat lah sempoi tapi amat bermakna. Semuanya ala kadar and ada part yg langsung aku tak prepare apa-apa. Wasatiah katanya. Padahal rasa nyesal bnyk pembaziran tahun lepas akibat tak sedar diri beli itu beli ini.

Khalif discharged dari Prince Court tepat-tepat seminggu sebelum Raya. 8 hari aku berkampung kat PCMC sampai nak botak rasa kepala perasaan bosan ya ampum Tuhan saje yg tahu. ALhamdulillah Khalif dah sihat cuma doctor advice jgn bawak dia pegi jalan-jalan sgt and dont let people gomol-gomol dia sgt. Sebab immune system dia still low and senang kena sakit-sakit lain nanti. So now that answers knapa aku cuti Raya 3 hari sahaja (termasuk public holiday). Second reason is sebab aku kena save cuti utk honeymoon next month. Kalau tak save cuti, then aku kena amik unpaid leave. Aku takde hal nak unpaid leave utk 2 weeks, tapi MNI kena invest lebih belikan handbag kat Europe nanti. Ekeke.

First Raya was in JB. Sepatutnya tahun ini turn raya kat Melaka. Tapi sebab kami tak jadi cuti straight 1 week, MNI decided to raya in JB. (MNI yg decide bukan aku yg paksa raya umah mak aku). Ptg raya pertama trus shoot balik Melaka. Seblum sampai Melaka singgah dulu Batu Pahat. See, optimum sungguh raya kali ini. Walaupun cuti hanya 3 hari, aku dapat melawat semua keluarga terdekat di JB, Batu Pahat dan Melaka. Next year boleh buat perkara yg sama. Then balik KL cepat boleh terbongkang rehat tgk drama hari raya kat TV.

Raya kedua kami sempat buat kenduri doa selamat utk Khalif semnpena dia dah recover from denggi. Alhamdulillah dapat order nasi arab. Sebab anak tekak aku again dah tak boleh telan ketupat lemang segala. Cukuplah hari raya pertama tu dah meragau suh MNI cari Gaviscon.

Tema tahun ni royal blue. Aku tak tahu kaler ni in this year. Kalau aku tahu pasti aku tak amik kaler ni. Masa raya kat JB, 80% org aku jumpa suma pakai kaler ni. Memang semangat JDT luakan kuasamu. MNI asyik kutuk aku sebab asal jumpa org je, sama kaler. Siap same kaler dgn langsir lagi. Menyirap btul aku.

Pagi raya di rumah mama

The best family photo. Anak dah 2 ketul ni jgn harap lah nak gamba cantik-cantik. Lagilah si Aryan dah pandai berselfie, sibuk dia aje nak pegang monopod.

Sempoi je pagi raya. Tenang je makan ketupat rendang tak riuh sekampung

Lepas salam raya, shoot balik Batu Pahat jumpa atok. Bujang 3ketul dah tumbang kenyang ketupat. Tapi Aryan tak makan ketupat, nasib ada org bagi nasik tomato. 2 pinggan dia sental.

Rumah Mak Uda. Feeling raya di desa sangat. (Padehal rumah tepi jalan raya besar yg busy)

Indahnya beraya di desa...

Aryan ngan sedara (which aku tak tahu nak kata camne persaudaraan tu. Dah bau bancag kot)

Second Raya in Melaka (Khalif's doa selamat)

Selamat Hari Raya ! (Lupa bawak baju melayu extra utk Aryan. Terpaksa basuh baju melayu dia cepat2 and keringkan kat kipas)


Monday, July 14, 2014

Please pray for Khalif's speedy recovery


Khalif is down with demam denggi. Yes, you read me right. My only 4 months old baby is down with dengue. 

I never thought baby sekecil Khalif akan terkena virus ni. And I did not know where the nyamuk came from. Agaknya ikut org naik lift ke tingkat 9. And Khalif memang takde pergi mana-mana last week. Hanya kat rumah. Pelik.

Apa-apa pun aku redha. Banyak banyak berdoa and berusaha.

Please pray for Khalif's speedy recovery. And pray that he will be strong to fight the virus. So far platlet reading alredy dropped from 390 to 171. And today is only Day 3. Kata doctor normally it takes at least 7 days to recover from demam and drop in platlet ni.

And of course aku tak puasa. Sebab I have to breastfeed Khalif sekerap mungkin. Ada org kata makan sup ketam- aku dah makan. Ada yg kata minum air pucuk betik- pun aku dah minum. Pergh pahit bukan main. Tapi takpe that is part of usaha. There's no cure utk virus denggi. Kat hospital pun doctor hanya monitor and kawal demam. That's all. I am hopeful Khalif will stay strong and takde komplikasi lain yang akan terjadi. I know my lil boy is strong inside out. Amin.

Based on my reading, hari 1-4 mmg akan demam panas. Day 5 demam akan reda but it doesnt mean dah OK. Sebab masa demam reda tu la normally virus akan merebak dgn bnyk dalam badan and bacaan platlet can be so low. That is the critical period. Kalau body boleh lawan that critical period, inshaAllah everything will go well.

Please Khalif. Stay strong. Ya Allah, sembuhkanlah anakku Khalif Aryan. Berilah dia kekuatan. Aminn Ya Rabb.